Feb 25, 2008

aiyoh.
















 This photo makes me happy.. 

hehehe.

Jiejie your mouth open so big. 
Your eyes so small. 

Your.... k nvm. 

Smile people smile! 

Courtesy of Philip Ong Photography. 

Copied from Evelyn Ong's blog.


xoxo

Feb 21, 2008

I am relieved!

I don't have to apply for my PR just yet!!

You have no idea how relieved I was when I found that out.

Today is definitely one of the better days.

I got a haircut.
I don't have to delay my flight to the 8th of March (imagine that)
And Mummy says yes to pizza tonight!
And we're having it home delivered!

Right to your door step.
yayayayay.

A picture to celebrate



The Murray river at sunset. 
xoxo




good days and ba... no, better days..

There are good days,

                                                               good days..

then there are always the better days..

                                                                                      better days...

There is definitely more where that came from. 
But right now, I'm just a teensy weensy little bit embarrassed. 

xoxo






Feb 20, 2008

for the audience of two... God and you

Maybe more than 2.

My head feels like it's about to shut down.

I'm scared, of what's going to happen this year.
Whether I'm going to make it for honours. I need to make it for honours.
The paths that i'm taking.
Applying for my permanent residency is going to be another headache.

God. I don't want to think anymore.
I don't want to weigh out the consequences. I don't want to live, calculating my every move.
I might as well not live.

My chest is heavy, like there's something pressing on it. Literally.
I'm not used to wearing my heart on my sleeve.
I don't think I'm about to start.

But I know this. I need You.
And I miss the other you.

Feb 18, 2008

entitled: eve


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Originally uploaded by tearsmile
To my dear cousin,

You're amazing, did you know?
You're beautiful beyond words.
So much more than what's on the outside.
So much to do with what's on the inside!
Anyone would be stupid, dumb not to be able to see.

Everytime I look at you,
I thank God He put you there in my life.
I thank God He knew all along,
how much you'd mean to me, when he created you.

This is us , trying to make some music.
Me at the piano, while you. waiting for me to play the melody right.
But when you sing.. Oh when you sing.
Your voice, rings loud and clear in my mind.
It's clear, it's sweet.
In it you bare your soul.
In it your love and yearning for our God is so amazing and real.
You inspire me.
Every single day.
No kiddin!

I pray we never grow apart. I pray we'll always stay this close.
I pray my kids will know your kids.
I pray when we're old and toothless, we'll still look at each other and laugh!
"HAHA see you got no more teeth"
"HAHA see you're a saggy baggy"

You're truly a blessing, hardly in disguise.
A blessing from God that is so obvious to me I'd be stupid if I took you for granted.

So... I LOVE YOUUU..
(I love you for who you are)
(I love you for what you are)
(I love you for how you love me)
I bet you know i do.



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Originally uploaded by tearsmile
I was looking for a reaallll nice photo of you.. and i found this!

beautiful girlll.. sucidal sucidal



sexy eve
Originally uploaded by tearsmile
kiddingg

there are only three parts..
because
i don't know how to consolidate all of them into one.

aha....

i think you look hawt hereee

tell me if you think otherwise and i'll remove it afap.

love,
Xuan.