i love...

i love the smell of chocolate,
on my skin, in my room,
i love the taste of it,
melting in my mouth.
the delicate bitterness.
as it slowly liquidifies
sliding down my throat.

hating the growing up part

Everyone's got to grow up,
sooner or later.

Funny thing was, I never realised that it was a choice that we had to make
and not just something that happened over night.

You choose to just snap out of your whiny mode,
and get on with things

You choose to pick up yourself
after you've fallen and continue walking

You choose to shut out the things that life throws at you
that don't benefit you and stop sulking on them

you choose al these things
because that's what part of growing up is.

hard luck stories

everyone has their own hard luck stories,
"My parents are divorced,
My dad passed away last year",
or, "I've got cancer. You won't believe what happend to me. No one loves me. I'm ugly"

No, my dear, no. Don't, go there, don't start pitying yourself, don't!

Everyone has a story behind their lives.
You see the person beside you on the train, looking down, or staring into their reflection. Don't think any less of them, or don't think any more. You don't know what it is that they're thinking about. You don't know what just happened to them

but it's the words we say, that can really build or break a person.

straylight run

When the sun came up, we were sleeping in
Sunk inside our blankets, sprawled across the bed,
And we were dreaming.

There are moments when, when I know it ends
And the world revolves around us
And we're keeping it,
Keep it all going.
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable,
All-knowing.

Sing like you think no one's listening
You would kill for this
Just a little bit,
Just a little bit,
You would...

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything

We're glad for what we've got.
Done with what we've lost
Our whole lives laid out in front of us.

Sing me something soft,
Sad and delicate,
Or loud and out of key
Sing me anything.

I don't quite get the lyrics, but I love that part in bold.
If you'd just sing to me, I think I might fall in love with you.


Then again.. maybe not.


okay. updating lahhhh
IT'S THE HOLIDAYS!!! ahah. and i'll tell you more soon. love you lots
christine.

i know what you can get me

you, yes you!

okay i'm referring to my sister.

i want a digital camera. i promise you. this present will cover the next 2 years. okay fine. 5. PLEASE?

love xuan

sucks to be you.

Hello people.

RIght now, I'm currently researching on an essay which is about the Holocaust, and it is a very morbid thing to be doing. But I must say, that I'm doing hebrew and Jewish studies partly because of the Holocaust.

I remember when I went to Israel, we visited a Holocaust Museum, I cannot remember where, but they planted a significant number of trees around the area. One tree to signify something, I can't really remember what. And we went to this part of the museum, that was totally dark, except for the light coming from candles. just a few, but it seemed like there were hundreds of them because of the mirrors. and they also had this eerie music playing in the background. the kind that gets to you, that wrenches your heart, that just makes you sick inside out. and as i walked, i was suddenly faced with pictures of children's faces. everywhere i looked would be a photograph of a child. those eyes, that reek of innocence, and the expressions of their faces that literally make you heart sink as you think about what happened to them.

Jesus, how could that have happened.

please people, asking him how could HE have let that happened isn't the right question.

But anyway, I didn't blog just for the sake of blogging. Although it kinda feels like it now because I can't actually be bothered to write ANYMORE!

I dunwan to grow up......*whine whine whine*

okay somebody slap me.

oh, and if i dunno who you are, then too bad.

*sucks to be you.. hahahaha man i love that phrase. oopsie.

let me think.

I love you.


that can be a post can't it?


hehe :)
love me too,
christine.

will update more. soon. i think. have a little faith in me!