the more i try the harder i fall

so i let go and let God do the work.

because the more i try, the harder i fail.

i rather not try, if i try i stop God. But if i don't i let him do a work in me. STOP TRYING

blood oranges

i now have no more reasons to make blood orange gelato.

They are sitting in my fridge. probably growing mould.

or else, they've been thrown out.